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It feels cliché to say "God has a plan," but it's the truth. These things that you so desperately want--there's a possibility they're not in God's plan, or not yet. Try your best to go with the flow: continue to live your life well, being kind to others, following your passions, and praying to God for guidance and comfort. Guaranteed, even if you don't get the life you envisioned having, He'll give you a good and meaningful one--maybe even one you like better.